Kimberley Osman

1990 - 1990
LocationBognor Regis, West Sussex
Age0
Date of Birth14/09/1990
Date of Death14/09/1990
Visitors2,483 since 23/08/2007
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Kimberley was born with Angel wings on 14th September 1990.
Her due date was 28th December.
She was just 25 weeks into pregnancy when complications arose & God called for her.

Kimberley was just too beautiful for this world.

Kimberley was our 3rd daughter.
Her big sisters being Samantha & Rebecca.
Daniel was born 2 years after.

Not a day goes by that she is not thought of or missed.
Time does not heal as time never forgets.
The heart too does not heal...but life has to go on.

One day we'll be reunited as one.
Two hearts...One soul.
MY baby.


WHY did this happen to us? what did we do that was so bad?
if things cudda been diferent we'd have given all we had!
to have you here with us through all these years,
instead of having an aching heart and shedding tears.
that day my heart was truly broke in two,
if only they had let me say goodbye to you.
you came into the world but was denied a cuddle,
i guess the nurse didn't know what to do she was in a muddle.
i try not to be bitter about that night,
a stillborn baby must have been a fright.
i hope from my experience she did learn,
how to cope in future with a mother's yearn.
maybe today if that nurse had known how to treat me,
i wouldn't be so tormented, so completely.
if i had the chance to see you and hold you close,
to gaze at you and count your toes
maybe today would be easier to bear?
i'd have something more with you to share.
maybe you'd have felt our bond?
a mother's love. oh how i've longed.
longed to have held you close and whispered goodnight!
kissed your beautiful face in the dawn light.
to have wished you well on your way to God's garden to play,
how i wish these words you could hear me say.
through all these years the pain never leaves me.
how i have coped i just don't no...but you see,
i had to cope for your sister's sakes & for daddy,
we all missed you and wanted you badly.
you were chosen to be an Angel instead.
Kimberley is your name...i said.
the nights i lay awake thinking about you,
are you ok? are you thinking about me too?
are you looking down at me now? can you see?
how much pain & restlessness these years have been for me?
if i could see your face smiling back at me today,
i could sleep and dream of you when my head tonight i lay.
to see you are ok and you are happy up there,
and that one day i too happiness can share.
sending you as always my eternal love,
hope it reaches you there up above.
until the day i finally meet you and hold you tight,
this dream i keep with me, and it's in my sight.
Kimberley Osman my tiny little daughter gone,
one day we will be together again...again as one!


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Kimberley,
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you did not go alone
Part of me went with you,
the day God called you home.
A million times I've thought of you
A million times I've cried
If loving could have saved you
You would have never died
Forgive me Lord, I'll always weep
For Kimberley whom I loved but could not keep.

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NOW ... the reasons for our 3 tracks.

1. Greenday - When September Ends:
My favourite song that is so meaningful...if i could sleep through september i wouldn't have to
endure the pain again every year at the time she flew to Heaven.
2. The Pretenders - Forever Young:
Chosen by Samantha.
3. Dolly Parton - I Will Always Love You:
When daddy arrived back from the hospital he put the TV on...it was early morning & this song was
playing as was the film. Daddy cried as he thought of Kimberley.


REST IN PEACE beautiful Angel. x x x x x x x x x

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ALSO to our tiny tiny son Lee Osman here on GTS too.
Please visit him too?
We think of you often but are comforted to know that Kimberley is looking after you. xx xx

Love you too my sweet sweet Angel. x x x x


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WHY

why did god take you away
this is the question i ask each day
you should be here not me
but unfortunatly its the way it gotta be
i'd give up my place on earth so you were here
then everyone will have you instead of me near
your worth so much more than what meets the eye
i wish we'd never had to say 'goodbye!'
its a shame you aint here it really is

things cant be changed although i wish they could
things would be better if you were here i know they would
for your the one everyone needs the most
for mum n dad to gloat and boast
i would give anything for you to be alive right now
but the question is just how
for now your star shines bright up in the sky
looking down on us from way up high
if it was that easy i would've brought you back years ago

..this is what i think and feel.. WRITTEN 23.08.07

Samantha Osman (Sister) August 23, 2007

WHAT BEAUTIFUL POEMS FOR KIMBERLEY AND WHAT A LOVELY FAMILY SHE HAS. I AM SURE SHE IS LOOKING DOWN ON YOU ALL WITH A BIG SMILE AND WATCHING OVER YOU ALL. XX

Annie August 23, 2007

Your 16th Poem

here is the poem i wrote on your 16th birthday:

Kimberly the day has come its finally here,its your 16th birthday wishing you were here.
it was only last year i wrote your 15th poem,now the time has come to write your new one.
i wish you were able to celebrate your 16th birthday,but who knows what you upto in heaven on that day.
although i don't know you or never got to see you,
you are my lil sister and my angel.today would be the day that you'd begin look like a lady,
as now you'd be 16 and starting to grow up and act like one.i will light my candle just for you this evening,
but when the candle flickers does it mean your near?
may all the angels in heaven look up to you todayto show that we are proud of you in every way.
i'm sending a hug and a kiss to you in heaven,
i hope you get it before today is over.
i often think i see you in my dreams and seeing us grow up together,
but that may well be the kimberley that i think about and imagine.
you are the only sister i have in my life at the moment,
so please dont leave me or stop hanging around me.
half the time i think and feel that heaven is missing a wonderful angel
because i feel you around me looking over me half the time.
you are always going to be my lil sister and i will always love you!
please keep looking over me as it gives me comfort in knowing you are here.

WRITTEN SEPT 06

Samantha Osman (Sister) August 23, 2007

Your 15th Poem

here is the poem i wrote for you kimberley on your 15th birthday:

Every year we sit and mourn,
On the 14th September of which you were born.
We’re lighting a candle just for you,
To let you know that we think of you.
I’m sorry that your life wasn’t saved,
For which now we all crave.
You are an angel now and forever more.
This year you would be fifteen,
But next year will be your sweet sixteen.
Who would have thought that you’d never be here,
So we can love you more and hold you so near.
Do not forget about our love,
That we give you whilst you’re watching from above.
You are always going to be my little sister and my angel.
For you my sister I shed a tear,
For how much I long for you to be here.
I wish you hadn’t got so poorly for which you had to die,
But in some ways there would have to be a goodbye.
There was a chance you could’ve survived,
But you would only live until you we’re five.
You are mums pride and joy. She didn’t want to hurt you.
Dad doesn’t always show it but he thinks about you,
Daniel is only young, and knows about you.
Then there is mum, she hates the fact that she’s lost you,
Becci keeps herself to herself but I’m sure she thinks of you.
You are in our family and apart of our hearts,
Although you are not in this world it’s a shame u had to part.
Even though your Gods angel now we still love you more each day.
Every night we sit and pray,
That maybe some how there is a way.
We all wonder what you or who you’d look like,
And whether we would all look alike.
There’s always a time when I think of you,
Wondering if you’d have blonde hair and eyes so blue.
But mum thinks different of you, which is a good thing.
Its only now I am 18 that I understand mum,
For the reasons in which she had done.
Now I’ve become an adult that I think more of you,
So much has happened that I wish could’ve involved you.
I hope you are doing ok now you are sat on a cloud up so high,
I hope that Nanny Lee found you in heaven in the sky.
Happy 15th Birthday Kimberly, Love You xxx

WRITTEN SEPT 05

Samantha Osman (Sister) August 23, 2007
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