| Location | Bognor Regis, West Sussex |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 14/09/1990 |
| Date of Death | 14/09/1990 |
| Visitors | 2,483 since 23/08/2007 |
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Kimberley was born with Angel wings on 14th September 1990.
Her due date was 28th December.
She was just 25 weeks into pregnancy when complications arose & God called for her.
Kimberley was just too beautiful for this world.
Kimberley was our 3rd daughter.
Her big sisters being Samantha & Rebecca.
Daniel was born 2 years after.
Not a day goes by that she is not thought of or missed.
Time does not heal as time never forgets.
The heart too does not heal...but life has to go on.
One day we'll be reunited as one.
Two hearts...One soul.
MY baby.
WHY did this happen to us? what did we do that was so bad?
if things cudda been diferent we'd have given all we had!
to have you here with us through all these years,
instead of having an aching heart and shedding tears.
that day my heart was truly broke in two,
if only they had let me say goodbye to you.
you came into the world but was denied a cuddle,
i guess the nurse didn't know what to do she was in a muddle.
i try not to be bitter about that night,
a stillborn baby must have been a fright.
i hope from my experience she did learn,
how to cope in future with a mother's yearn.
maybe today if that nurse had known how to treat me,
i wouldn't be so tormented, so completely.
if i had the chance to see you and hold you close,
to gaze at you and count your toes
maybe today would be easier to bear?
i'd have something more with you to share.
maybe you'd have felt our bond?
a mother's love. oh how i've longed.
longed to have held you close and whispered goodnight!
kissed your beautiful face in the dawn light.
to have wished you well on your way to God's garden to play,
how i wish these words you could hear me say.
through all these years the pain never leaves me.
how i have coped i just don't no...but you see,
i had to cope for your sister's sakes & for daddy,
we all missed you and wanted you badly.
you were chosen to be an Angel instead.
Kimberley is your name...i said.
the nights i lay awake thinking about you,
are you ok? are you thinking about me too?
are you looking down at me now? can you see?
how much pain & restlessness these years have been for me?
if i could see your face smiling back at me today,
i could sleep and dream of you when my head tonight i lay.
to see you are ok and you are happy up there,
and that one day i too happiness can share.
sending you as always my eternal love,
hope it reaches you there up above.
until the day i finally meet you and hold you tight,
this dream i keep with me, and it's in my sight.
Kimberley Osman my tiny little daughter gone,
one day we will be together again...again as one!
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Kimberley,
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you did not go alone
Part of me went with you,
the day God called you home.
A million times I've thought of you
A million times I've cried
If loving could have saved you
You would have never died
Forgive me Lord, I'll always weep
For Kimberley whom I loved but could not keep.
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NOW ... the reasons for our 3 tracks.
1. Greenday - When September Ends:
My favourite song that is so meaningful...if i could sleep through september i wouldn't have to
endure the pain again every year at the time she flew to Heaven.
2. The Pretenders - Forever Young:
Chosen by Samantha.
3. Dolly Parton - I Will Always Love You:
When daddy arrived back from the hospital he put the TV on...it was early morning & this song was
playing as was the film. Daddy cried as he thought of Kimberley.
REST IN PEACE beautiful Angel. x x x x x x x x x
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ALSO to our tiny tiny son Lee Osman here on GTS too.
Please visit him too?
We think of you often but are comforted to know that Kimberley is looking after you. xx xx
Love you too my sweet sweet Angel. x x x x
Kimberley's siblings
For Sam & Becci...Kimberley too.
Sisters, sisters 1, 2, 3.
All as beautiful as can be.
All individuals, not the same.
But all carry the Osman name.
Sisters, sisters 1, 2, 3.
All growing up individually.
Sisterly scraps & then being friends.
Carry a bond that will never end.
Sisters, sisters 1, 2, 3.
There's 1 missing how can it be?
You can't see her but she is here.
Holding sister's hands throughout the years.
Sisters, sisters 1, 2, 3.
Now can you see?
The youngest dosen't live on our Earth.
She was chosen an Angel from her birth.
Sisters, sisters 1, 2, 3.
All as beautiful as can be.
Sister's for always & ever more.
My darling daughter's whom i adore.
For Daniel...
I have a sister with Angel wings.
If i listen carefully she tell's me things!
She watches over me every day.
And helps me along my way.
She soothes me & calms me,
and helps me to see.
Teaching me right & from wrong,
and how to be nice, kind & strong!
I'm lucky to have an Angel by my side.
With her i can face anything & don't have to hide.
I adore my big sister Kimberley.
She's as special to me as anyone can be!
Lee...
In Heaven i reside
with big sister by my side.
Tiny little one
the 1st to be a Son.
Picked to be an Angel too
gave me wings so off i flew.
Brother & sister sat up above.
Angel wings enfolded with Love.
Together forever will shall play
'til the family comes home to stay.
Poems i have written for all my children.xxxxx
Gone But
Not Forgotten
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KIMBERLEY
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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.
I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X
New Years Eve
Thinking Of You Always
You can shed tears that she is gone
Or you can smile because she has lived
You can close yor eyes and pray the she will come back
Or you can open you eyes and see all that she has left
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her
Or you can be full of the love that you shared
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yestrday
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday
You can remember her and only that she's gone
Or you can cherish her memory an let it live on
You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back
Or you can do what she would want, smile, open your eyes, love and go on!
Until you meet again
Recipe for Christmas All Year Long
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Take a heap of child-like wonder
That opens up our eyes
To the unexpected gifts in life—
Each day a sweet surprise.
Mix in fond appreciation
For the people whom we know;
Like festive Christmas candles,
Each one has a special glow.
Add some giggles and some laughter,
A dash of Christmas food,
(Amazing how a piece of pie
Improves our attitude!)
Stir it all with human kindness;
Wrap it up in love and peace,
Decorate with optimism, and
Our joy will never cease.
If we use this healthy recipe,
We know we will remember
To be in the Christmas spirit,
Even when it's not December.
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As Christmas time approaches
We miss you more and more
Memories of past Yule times
We always will adore
We still hang the decorations
Put the lights upon the tree
We hang the cards upon the wall
This one's for you, you see
Even though you are not here
You're always in our hearts
So we remember you this Christmas
While we're temporarily apart.
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I've set your place at the table
Your presents wrapped under the tree
Christmas carols playing
But you're not here with me
It seems harder this time of year
I miss you so much more
The only thing that gets me through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much I care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
Christmas wishes
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Memories are a special house
We build inside ourselves
Where love and laughter linger,
Where all our past life dwells.
On holidays like Christmas
We can draw upon the store,
Reliving happy times
And feeling all that warmth once more.
Wherever we may travel,
This house is always there
To help to blend the old and new,
To build on...grow...and share.
This house can never get too full,
Just grow from floor to floor,
Because the joy of memories
Is always making more.
This Tribute Is For This Weekend A Little Longer Than Usual. Sorry It's So Early I've Got A Busy Weekend Ahead
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I will light my candles as usual on Sunday
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again.
Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know.
But now we know you want us
To mourn for you no more.
To remember all the happy times,
Life still has much in store.
Since you'll never be forgotten,
We pledge to you today:
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you'll always stay.
A million times we've needed you,
A million times we've cried.
If love could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place
No one will ever fill.
It broke our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
Part of us went with you
The day God took you home.
Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela (Christopher-John Rowe) Mum
HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE
Our Lives changed, the very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it; there was nothing we could say.
You've touched our lives so deeply to a point you will never know,
We try to think about you when we are feeling down and low.
Sometimes when our day gets hard we will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough we will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give us a reason to go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you we'll bow our heads and pray.
We catch ourselves looking for you still, in the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name there is no reply any more!
We never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task. We guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.
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You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see them
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember them and only that they are gone
Or you can cherish the memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
A MOTHERS LOVE
I didn't have to look into your eyes
to fall in love with you,
I didn't have to hear you cry
to know you loved me too,
I didn't need to hold your hand
to cherish you always,
Within my womb we shared our hearts.
You touched my soul,
You sweetened my spirit,
You gave me memories i will always hold so very dear.
Yes my heart aches since you departed so soon,
But a mothers love does not end with death,
For you are my child,
My love is forever yours.
Have A Good Weekend Everyone
This Tribute Is For Friday Got Busy Day Tomorrow
Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart
I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night
I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you
And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
... Forever
If Roses grow in Heaven,
Lord please pick a bunch for me
Place them in my Loved One’s arms
And tell them they're from me
Tell them I love and miss them
And when they turns to smile
Place a kiss upon their cheeks
And hold them for awhile
Because remembering them is easy,
I do it every day
But there's an ache within my heart
Because I am missing them today...
Although death has separated us physically,
Faith and love have bound us eternally.
Though we cannot see you,
We know you are here.
Though we cannot touch you,
We feel the warmth of your smile,
As we begin a new chapter in our lives.
Today we pause to reflect upon
Those who have shaped our character,
Molded our spirits and touched our hearts.
May the lighting of this tribute be a
Reminder of the memories we have shared,
A representation of the everlasting
Impact you have made upon our lives.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
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