| Location | Bognor Regis, West Sussex |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 14/09/1990 |
| Date of Death | 14/09/1990 |
| Visitors | 2,481 since 23/08/2007 |
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Kimberley was born with Angel wings on 14th September 1990.
Her due date was 28th December.
She was just 25 weeks into pregnancy when complications arose & God called for her.
Kimberley was just too beautiful for this world.
Kimberley was our 3rd daughter.
Her big sisters being Samantha & Rebecca.
Daniel was born 2 years after.
Not a day goes by that she is not thought of or missed.
Time does not heal as time never forgets.
The heart too does not heal...but life has to go on.
One day we'll be reunited as one.
Two hearts...One soul.
MY baby.
WHY did this happen to us? what did we do that was so bad?
if things cudda been diferent we'd have given all we had!
to have you here with us through all these years,
instead of having an aching heart and shedding tears.
that day my heart was truly broke in two,
if only they had let me say goodbye to you.
you came into the world but was denied a cuddle,
i guess the nurse didn't know what to do she was in a muddle.
i try not to be bitter about that night,
a stillborn baby must have been a fright.
i hope from my experience she did learn,
how to cope in future with a mother's yearn.
maybe today if that nurse had known how to treat me,
i wouldn't be so tormented, so completely.
if i had the chance to see you and hold you close,
to gaze at you and count your toes
maybe today would be easier to bear?
i'd have something more with you to share.
maybe you'd have felt our bond?
a mother's love. oh how i've longed.
longed to have held you close and whispered goodnight!
kissed your beautiful face in the dawn light.
to have wished you well on your way to God's garden to play,
how i wish these words you could hear me say.
through all these years the pain never leaves me.
how i have coped i just don't no...but you see,
i had to cope for your sister's sakes & for daddy,
we all missed you and wanted you badly.
you were chosen to be an Angel instead.
Kimberley is your name...i said.
the nights i lay awake thinking about you,
are you ok? are you thinking about me too?
are you looking down at me now? can you see?
how much pain & restlessness these years have been for me?
if i could see your face smiling back at me today,
i could sleep and dream of you when my head tonight i lay.
to see you are ok and you are happy up there,
and that one day i too happiness can share.
sending you as always my eternal love,
hope it reaches you there up above.
until the day i finally meet you and hold you tight,
this dream i keep with me, and it's in my sight.
Kimberley Osman my tiny little daughter gone,
one day we will be together again...again as one!
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Kimberley,
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you did not go alone
Part of me went with you,
the day God called you home.
A million times I've thought of you
A million times I've cried
If loving could have saved you
You would have never died
Forgive me Lord, I'll always weep
For Kimberley whom I loved but could not keep.
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NOW ... the reasons for our 3 tracks.
1. Greenday - When September Ends:
My favourite song that is so meaningful...if i could sleep through september i wouldn't have to
endure the pain again every year at the time she flew to Heaven.
2. The Pretenders - Forever Young:
Chosen by Samantha.
3. Dolly Parton - I Will Always Love You:
When daddy arrived back from the hospital he put the TV on...it was early morning & this song was
playing as was the film. Daddy cried as he thought of Kimberley.
REST IN PEACE beautiful Angel. x x x x x x x x x
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ALSO to our tiny tiny son Lee Osman here on GTS too.
Please visit him too?
We think of you often but are comforted to know that Kimberley is looking after you. xx xx
Love you too my sweet sweet Angel. x x x x
for your 18th birthday.. sorry it late x
hey little sister the time is near..
your 18th birthday is almost here.
its crazy how time has flew by
we never forgot you but i still ask why
why was you taken from us so long ago
why cant you be here and said to god no
why cant he taken a different person instead of you
i would had given up my life to stop mum feeling so blue
we miss you so much and more each day
we love you so much in our own special way
this year we are holding something special for you
to comemorate you 18th and show we care about you
i miss you sister so much each year
yearning and hoping id hold you near
i hope to see you sitting on clouds in sky
watching down on everyone sitting up so high
WRITTEN BY SAMANTHA OSMAN 14.09.2008
... sorry its late ...
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A Mothers Daily Nightmare
I woke up this morning
And you were not there
I can’t kiss your cheek
Or brush back your hair
The days of joy are over
The pain and sorrow starts
Because when you went to heaven
You also took my heart
I have to live my nightmare
Each morning when I wake
I have to feel this pain
With every breath I take
With gut wrenching sorrow
And mind numbing pain
I daily live this nightmare
Over and over again
This weekend...13th & 14th September 08.
Well..it's your big day tomorrow.
Hope we make you proud.
Then sunday...your Birthday.
Gonna be a very emotional weekend BUT has to be done.
Sure there'll be a few tears but i'll try & be brave.
You know i love you so much...it hurts.
Hold my hand tomorrow won't you? Mine & daddy's?
As we can't hold you...thou we wish.
God bless. xxxxxxxxx
Kimberley, by DeeDee
Kimberley, by DeeDee:
A little angel plays in heaven,
Her name is Kimberley.
Shes dearly loved and missed each day,
By friends and family.
She watches over all of us,
And guides us as we go.
Her loved ones miss her more and more,
Than anyone will ever know.
We think of her with loving thoughts,
And wish her loved ones well.
For in their hearts for evermore,
Kimberley shall dwell.
God bless wee pet,
From DeeDee
How did i get here? My Poem.
How did i get here? It's been 18 years!
When there's nothing left to give, how did i live?
Have been asked this before, about the Angel i adore.
Looking back i don't really know. But as a person i did grow.
Taking things day by day. Not pushing too hard along the way.
Facing grief is so tough. Sometimes feeling i have had enough!
Empty arms, family torn apart. Tortured & a broken Heart.
Unimaginable pain so deep. Feeling like a worthless heap.
But getting through it with a smile or a tear. Trying to feel better year on year.
Remembering the sadness & the pain. Never will i be the same.
Knowing i'll see my Angel again in time. To never let her go from these arms of mine.
That has to be the answer don't you see? Reuntied as 1 some day & then for all Eternity.
That is how i got to here! My baby Angel's 18th year.
So let it be said she hasn't gone for good. It's not forever you misunderstood.
She is waiting just beyond my eye. In Heaven way up in the sky!
She'll be waiting at the gate for me. Then together forever, my Kimberley. x
Not a day goes by my Angel without me thinking of you & yearning to hold you in my aching, empty arms. Love you always. xxxxxxxxxx
hi
kimberley i had the same thing happened to me im sorry for you and your family.
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Memorial Service.
Hello poppett...well the service is pretty much ready & invites posted. Seem's there's plenty who will make it a special day for you & only a small few who won't be there for whatever reasons they may choose. Some of your cousins will be there, aunties etc. & hopefully the day will be a memorable one with not too many tears.
It's almost like we're doing this in reverse...we should've said Goodbye to you all those years ago but circumstances & lack of information, support etc we didn't know.
I hope you like what we've chosen to do on 13th september...yes it's a day early but Father John is unable to do this for you on your actual birth date.
It's time for us to let you go little Angel...tho you will ALWAYS stay in our hearts. So fly & be free now...we're not hiding you anymore to protect others, to have had you swept under the carpet all these years by others wasn't fair on us & wasn't fair on you!
So...it may be 18 years too late but you're getting the send off you deserve.
I can't imagine my life without you being in it...pain or no pain i'm so glad you were a part of me for 6 months & now forever in my heart.
I know nanny is with you...she promised me she would look after you 'til it's my turn to join you.
I know you will both be there in the church with us & i hope & pray you will be proud of what we're doing at long last.
We will never, ever forget you sweet Angel...so don't worry...it's not Goodbye for ever it's tarra for now.
Love you so much Kimberley. Always. xxxxxxxxxx
IF anyone would like to join us on 13th september '08 in Bognor Regis then please feel free to contact me via this page on the right hand side where it says 'contact me'.
Thanks....& thanks to all who leave candles & messages...it's very much appreciated & i do try to return the favour by visiting YOUR pages when i can.
Thank you,
Sara & Des Osman.
SINCE OUR DAUGHTER DIED
We feel as if our life has ended. As our hearts are so broken
and can never be mended. You can't make me better,
NO we are not gonna heal. You haven't been where we are
So you don't know how we feel.
I hope you never have to feel The way that we do.
I wouldn't wish on anyone What we are going through.
Stop asking how we are feeling Cos you don't want to know.
If we told you the truth You'd get up and go When we say that we are ok Cos its what you want to hear. But That's not how we are feeling It isn't anywhere near. It makes you uncomfortable When we mention her name. You'd be quite happy if we never mentioned it again.
You make us so angry, You make us so mad. NO we are not being miserable, We are just just feeling so sad.
OUR CHILD HAS DIED
Will you get it through your head we spend our time now
Wishing that we too were dead. I wish someone could help us To take away our pain, But only our Angel can do that
When we are holding her again. If you're reading this
And you do understand. Then you've lost your child too,
To you I offer my hand. My hand offers comfort That you'll get from no other, It can only be found In another grieving mother.
Our children are special We'll love them forever. We'll help each other through And we'll do it together.
Thier memory will live on They will always be remembered
When we are all reunited Our hearts will be mended
POEMS i wrote recently ...
WHY should i forget you?
Leave you in the past?
Why should i want to?
Is what i ask!
I felt her move, i felt her kick.
To be told to FORGET means you are Sick!
Who are you to judge your Niece?
Leave me be & let Kimberley rest in peace!
I need HELP? Who do you think you are?
What i've been through you have no idea.
How can you say that you care?
You have hurt me deeply & that is clear!
A memorial service to say Goodbye,
was not meant to upset & offend.
Was simply to let go & let my angel fly.
But all this you can't comprehend.
Don't live in the past Sara, move on!
How can you say that? you don't even know
You were away from me for so long.
My feelings for you now will never grow.
My baby lives on in my Heart.
So, i can't & won't do what you say!
Now we'll have to be apart.
Unless you choose my way.
I won't forget NEVER!
So DON'T ask me to again EVER!!!
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All those years ago we were denied,
the chance to see you & say Goodbye.
But now it's time to let you fly & be free.
It's taken all these years for us to see.
To see that life would always plod along,
but never really fitting in or belong.
A piece of the puzzle forever lost.
Hearts broken & dearly cost.
Never could we imagine the impact of you,
& the love we still hold so true.
18 years of torture & hell,
how could we know we couldn't fortell.
Losing you was never in our plans.
But letting you go now, we think we can.
So fly little Angel, Fly & be free.
Be happy my baby my sweet memory.
You'll always be here in my Heart,
never truly are we apart.
I'll see you one day that's for sure.
Then i won't be hurting anymore.
Finally free of my pain & grief,
laying my head for Heavenly sleep.
Be good now for mummy & for dad.
We promise not to forget you but still we are sad.
Friendship
Friendship is a Golden Chain,
The links are friends so dear,
And like a rare and precious jewel
It's treasured more each year...
It's clasped together firmly
With a love that's deep and true,
And it's rich with happy memories
and fond recollections, too...
Time can't destroy its beauty
For, as long as memory lives,
Years can't erase the pleasure
That the joy of friendship gives...
For friendship is a priceless gift
That can't be bought or sold,
But to have an understanding friend
Is worth far more than gold...
And the Golden Chain of Friendship
Is a strong and blessed tie
Binding kindred hearts together
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