| Location | Bognor Regis, West Sussex |
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| Date of Birth | 14/09/1990 |
| Date of Death | 14/09/1990 |
| Visitors | 2,483 since 23/08/2007 |
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Kimberley was born with Angel wings on 14th September 1990.
Her due date was 28th December.
She was just 25 weeks into pregnancy when complications arose & God called for her.
Kimberley was just too beautiful for this world.
Kimberley was our 3rd daughter.
Her big sisters being Samantha & Rebecca.
Daniel was born 2 years after.
Not a day goes by that she is not thought of or missed.
Time does not heal as time never forgets.
The heart too does not heal...but life has to go on.
One day we'll be reunited as one.
Two hearts...One soul.
MY baby.
WHY did this happen to us? what did we do that was so bad?
if things cudda been diferent we'd have given all we had!
to have you here with us through all these years,
instead of having an aching heart and shedding tears.
that day my heart was truly broke in two,
if only they had let me say goodbye to you.
you came into the world but was denied a cuddle,
i guess the nurse didn't know what to do she was in a muddle.
i try not to be bitter about that night,
a stillborn baby must have been a fright.
i hope from my experience she did learn,
how to cope in future with a mother's yearn.
maybe today if that nurse had known how to treat me,
i wouldn't be so tormented, so completely.
if i had the chance to see you and hold you close,
to gaze at you and count your toes
maybe today would be easier to bear?
i'd have something more with you to share.
maybe you'd have felt our bond?
a mother's love. oh how i've longed.
longed to have held you close and whispered goodnight!
kissed your beautiful face in the dawn light.
to have wished you well on your way to God's garden to play,
how i wish these words you could hear me say.
through all these years the pain never leaves me.
how i have coped i just don't no...but you see,
i had to cope for your sister's sakes & for daddy,
we all missed you and wanted you badly.
you were chosen to be an Angel instead.
Kimberley is your name...i said.
the nights i lay awake thinking about you,
are you ok? are you thinking about me too?
are you looking down at me now? can you see?
how much pain & restlessness these years have been for me?
if i could see your face smiling back at me today,
i could sleep and dream of you when my head tonight i lay.
to see you are ok and you are happy up there,
and that one day i too happiness can share.
sending you as always my eternal love,
hope it reaches you there up above.
until the day i finally meet you and hold you tight,
this dream i keep with me, and it's in my sight.
Kimberley Osman my tiny little daughter gone,
one day we will be together again...again as one!
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Kimberley,
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you did not go alone
Part of me went with you,
the day God called you home.
A million times I've thought of you
A million times I've cried
If loving could have saved you
You would have never died
Forgive me Lord, I'll always weep
For Kimberley whom I loved but could not keep.
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NOW ... the reasons for our 3 tracks.
1. Greenday - When September Ends:
My favourite song that is so meaningful...if i could sleep through september i wouldn't have to
endure the pain again every year at the time she flew to Heaven.
2. The Pretenders - Forever Young:
Chosen by Samantha.
3. Dolly Parton - I Will Always Love You:
When daddy arrived back from the hospital he put the TV on...it was early morning & this song was
playing as was the film. Daddy cried as he thought of Kimberley.
REST IN PEACE beautiful Angel. x x x x x x x x x
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ALSO to our tiny tiny son Lee Osman here on GTS too.
Please visit him too?
We think of you often but are comforted to know that Kimberley is looking after you. xx xx
Love you too my sweet sweet Angel. x x x x
Special Angels
I Felt An Angel Near Today,
Though One I Couldn't See.
I Felt An Angel, Oh-So-Close,
Sent To Comfort Me.
I Felt An Angel's Gentle Kiss,
Soft Upon My Cheek.
And Oh, Without A Single Word,
Of Caring It Did Speak.
I Felt An Angel's Loving Touch,
Soft Upon My Heart.
And With That Touch, I Felt The Pain,
And Hurt Within Depart.
I Felt An Angel's Tepid Tears,
Fall Softly Next To Mine.
And Knew That As Those Tears Did Dry,
A New Day Would Be Mine.
I Felt An Angel's Silken Wings,
Enfold Me With Pure Love.
And Felt A Strength Within Me Grow,
A Strength Sent From Above.
I Felt An Angel, Oh-So-Close,
Though One I Couldn't See,
I Felt An Angel Near Today,
Sent To Comfort Me.
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fяιєи∂ѕ αяє ℓιкє fℓσωєяѕ
єα¢н υиιqυє ιи тнєιя σωи ωαу,
ρυт тнєм αℓℓ тσgєтнєя
ωнαт α ωσи∂єяfυℓ вσυqυєт ~~
ѕσмє αяє яєαℓℓу вяιℓℓιαит
fυℓℓ σf ℓιgнт ѕнαяρ αи∂ ¢ℓєαя,
ωнιℓє σтнєяѕ αяє мσяє ѕυв∂υє∂
тσ вσтн уσυ ¢αи α∂нєяє ~~
уσυ αяє α fℓσωєя ιи му gαя∂єи
тнαт мαкєѕ υρ му вσυqυєт,
му fяιєи∂ѕ уσυ αℓℓ мαкє
α νєяу ιмρяєѕѕινє ∂ιѕρℓαу ~~
My Poem for you Angel...
Time passes us by,
but tears i still cry.
Coz i miss you so.
Why did you have to go?
God only takes the most beautiful & pure.
My Angel you are that i'm so sure.
Watch over me Angel, show me the way
to continue through life every day.
Pain & sorrow fills my heart.
One day we'll never be apart.
Wait for me darling in the sky,
til those gates i can pass by.
To be with you always & forever.
Me & you where we belong...Together.
I wrote this today...it just popped into my head.
My Angel...with me in my heart forever. xxxxxxx
My Friend
I'm sending you this little note it comes with love to say,
I've asked your guardian angel to watch over you each day,
For whenever your feeling down your angels sure to know,
And you'll soon receive guidance and will know which way to go,
Don't let your troubles worry you dear friend you will be fine,
For your loved and protected by a presence that's divine.
Happy Birthday x
happy birthday to you
each year brings nothing new
even though your another year older
the thought of you gets so much bolder
the thought of you tears our hearts in two
every year on this day we all feel blue
for you my sister we light a candle
for im afraid thats all that we can handle
each year we think of you
but then again thats nothing new
im sorry its short but its all can do
i will try again and start a new
written by me.
14.09.07 x
sorry it took me so long to upload on here, love you though sister x
My Mum is a survivor,
Or so I've heard it said.
But I can hear her crying at night,
When all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night,
And go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her,
To help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach,
That never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mum,
Who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others...
A smile of disguise!
But through Heaven's door I see,
Tears flowing from her eyes.
My mum tries to cope with death,
To keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows,
It is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mum,
Through Heaven's open door...
I try to tell her that angels,
Protect me forevermore.
I know that doesn't help her...
Or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...
And show her that you care.
For no matter what she says...
No matter what she feels,
My surviving mum has a broken heart,
That time won't ever heal.
A Dad Hurts Too
People don't always see the tears a dad cries,
His heart is broken too when his child dies.
He tries to hold it together and be strong,
Even though his world's gone wrong.
He holds his partner as her tears fall,
Comforts her through it all,
He goes through his day doing what he's supposed to do,
But a piece of his heart has been ripped away too.
So when he's alone he lets out his pain,
And his tears come like falling rain,
His world has crashed in around him,
And a world that was once bright has gone dim.
He feels he has to be strong for others,
But Dads hurt too, not just the Mothers,
He searches for answers but none are to be found,
He hides behind a mask when he is feeling down.
He smiles through his tears,
He struggles and holds in his fears,
But what you see on the outside is not always real,
Men don't always show how they really feel.
So I'd like to ask a favor of you,
The next time you see a mother hurting
over the loss of her child,
please remember.....a Dad hurts too.
A SPECIAL MESSAGE FOR A SPECIAL WEE ANGEL
Theres a little gate marked 'private'
That leads to your Mummys heart
And there will lie your memories
From which she will never part.
Remembering you is easy,
She does it every day
But missing you is heartache,
That will never go away!!
Your mummy and everybody miss's you darling, watch over your mummy and send her some special 'Angels' love.
Sleep happy little one, Love always TINKERS xxxxxx
Kimberley Osman...Angel so precious to us.
Kimberley
WHY did this happen to us? what did we do that was so bad?
if things cudda been diferent we'd have given all we had!
to have you here with us through all these years,
instead of having an aching heart and shedding tears.
that day my heart was truly broke in two,
if only they had let me say goodbye to you.
you came into the world but was denied a cuddle,
i guess the nurse didn't know what to do she was in a muddle.
i try not to be bitter about that night,
a stillborn baby must have been a fright.
i hope from my experience she did learn,
how to cope in future with a mother's yearn.
maybe today if that nurse had known how to treat me,
i wouldn't be so tormented, so completely.
if i had the chance to see you and hold you close,
to gaze at you and count your toes
maybe today would be easier to bear?
i'd have something more with you to share.
maybe you'd have felt our bond?
a mother's love. oh how i've longed.
longed to have held you close and whispered goodnight!
kissed your beautiful face in the dawn light.
to have wished you well on your way to God's garden to play,
how i wish these words you could hear me say.
through all these years the pain never leaves me.
how i have coped i just don't no...but you see,
i had to cope for your sister's sakes & for daddy,
we all missed you and wanted you badly.
you were chosen to be an Angel instead.
Kimberley is your name...i said.
the nights i lay awake thinking about you,
are you ok? are you thinking about me too?
are you looking down at me now? can you see?
how much pain & restlessness these years have been for me?
if i could see your face smiling back at me today,
i could sleep and dream of you when my head tonight i lay.
to see you are ok and you are happy up there,
and that one day i too happiness can share.
sending you as always my eternal love,
hope it reaches you there up above.
until the day i finally meet you and hold you tight,
this dream i keep with me, and it's in my sight.
Kimberely Osman my tiny little daughter gone,
one day we will be together again...again as one!
x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
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My baby girl.
Although my loss was many years ago i still feel the pain of that day.
Kimberley was born at 25 weeks but she was very sick and died before the birth.
Giving birth to a tiny baby knowing you were never gonna hold her, take her home and see her grow up...is pure torture!
My heart broke that day...it'll never fully heal.
How i managed to carry on...i don't know. i just existed for the sake of my other 2 girls. The grief is hard to describe...i've had my share of grief since Kimberely as i lost my mum in 1996. The only difference for me is that i have my memories of my mum! I have NO memories of my baby...only that tragic day she became an Angel.
I have a small polaroid of her the nurse took for me...i didn't see my baby. At the time i was to wrapped up in my grief to argue when they took her from me as soon as she came into the world. Then several hours later a nurse told us they were taking her away from the ward now. No one asked us if we wanted to see her!
I left the hospital the following day...my arms empty, my heart shattered. I felt hollow.
in 1990 the laws about registering births/deaths was after 28 weeks.
Now it is 24 weeks.
In my mind i see a beautiful young woman now...long brown curly hair, big brown eyes ( curly like her father's n eyes like her father too ) smiling back at me! A bright and happy young lady...IF only...
My story is quite hard...but i do know that hospitals these days treat mum's and dad's with much more empathy now. I know that these babies are NOT just snatched away from mum anymore but are washed n dressed and presented to the parents so they can say their goodbyes etc.
I so so WISH i had seen my baby and held her close for a while and kissed her goodbye!
MAYBE IF i had it all may have been a 'little' easier to bare!?! who knows...
R.I.P. Kimberley...i know that Nanny is with you now as she promised me she would find you and take care of you for me before she died.
LOVE to you both. Always... x x x x x
Another Lil Something
i think of you and start to cry
but i dont even know why
i miss you so much and this is true
why did this happen to you?
i wish i could've saved you
it would be the best thing i could do
mums being as brave as she can be
but she misses you our lil kimberley
i hate the fact your picture is locked away
the only time its comes out is your birthday
i made a pic to show you off
i bet your wondering why we're so soft
forever young plays for you
because the words in the song are so true
mum chose greenday when september ends for you
because the meanings of the words are so true
dad wanted the song i will always love you
because the film was on day the day you left us
theres never a day that goes by when i dont think of you, your in my heart mind forever and always baby gurl.
love you xx
written by me for you kimberley
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